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Alhamdulillah.... syukur ala ALLAH... You are the Most Gracious The Most Merciful..You know what you are Planning on..

I'm so happy.. and I'm happy because my parent pun happy..=) Last week, masa jalan-jalan on the way ke Roswell ngan Nad and Ina.., Aishah Azman, Trah ngan ada dua lagi kawan yang tengah sembang-sembang tegur...

Aishah Azman: "Tengok 'Iffah tu.. dia dapat.."

(terfikir-fikir... then berhenti just after where diorang duduk...terfikir nak menegur..)

"Dapat apa?"

"MARA."

"Haa.. MARA?"

"Ni kes tak tengok board la nih.."

"Memang tak tengok pun.. ada tampal eyk..."

"Macam mana boleh dapat..?"
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The next morning....

"'Iffah.. dapat MARA ey.. tahniah!.. Macam mana boleh dapat ? Apa rahsia..(kelakar Rusha tanya camnih)..

Rahsia di wajah.. (sambil tunjuk wajah ni.....=)

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takde rahsia.. takde pedoman....

Its He.. the Planner. He Knows everything..

I've once cry... as I unable to go to Melbourne Uni... It's just one point.. 1 point. Why JPA willingly to lower down their requirement to 80 but not MARA? I just miss one point... MARA stick to the TER 85 that could let some of my beloved friends pursue their study in Australia.. Ina, Mar, Dee, Mai.. in Melbourne Uni.. (the friends that nearly to be my groupmates), Nadiatul, Ziq, Mira... in ANU... Uji n friends in Adelaide.. but then He the Almighty .. He knows everything. Huhuhu...

But alhamdulillah.. I'm keeping myself positive during that moment... it takes months for me to have a really clear view on my next destination. I've once burst out... questioning what had happened to me.. Astaghfirullah.. I shouldn't.

I feel ashamed to ummi and babah .. as they struggle a lot in giving hope and try so many ways in trying to let me go to Australia.. but He the Almighty knows eveythings...

Now, me in CUCMS. An institution where I feel at home.. but still home itself need a lot of improvement. =)

And Insya ALLAH now, I'm bulding up back my life with the barakah from ALLAH swt.. Maybe the last two phase were thw 2 phase that ALLAH let me to feel the condition of Jahiliyyah..to give me tarbiyyah. And with it I manage to continue my life better ...

I'm speechless...